The journaling speaks for itself ... ahh my darling Tom Grella...I fell in love with him our first night together, something in his touch told my soul that we had always been together, star crossed lovers on a path of pain, brought together by heartache inflicted by others. From the beginning we trusted each other with our inner most feelings, desires and dreams. I can truly say that I loved him like I have never loved another and never will. There are some things we, as humans, can only give away once in a lifetime, and those parts of me are no longer mine, they are his and will forever be.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and I will carry that for the rest of my days, a penance if you will :)
I love you ... nothing changes that
but, another path I must follow...I miss you..
Happiness awaits me
